analize that! - part II
nat's a son of a bitch who thinks she's better than everyone else. she has this sort of nazi opinion about things. she hates people. she thinks that beggars should kill themselves 'cause when your see that your not gonna get anywhere else, you're just postponing what might mean improves to you. and this kind of hopeless thoughts may be the cause of those other suicidal thoughts that she used to have before meeting life as it really is. consedering her last 7 months she should've learnd something about being thankful but no, she's too selfish. and jealous.
when tsunami passed through your lives, she felt that it would be different now that it's gone. and it actually is. but not the way she thought it would be. it's totally the oppose of it.
it used to be body&soul. now it's just good friends.
she can't take it. although she acts like a strong and cool girl, she's nothing but a scared idiot who had been exposed to real pain and now can't get through a week withou breaking down, fighting and crying out. and that's because she's just too scared to think.
she's hurt since that day. and it just got worse.
when tsunami passed through your lives, she felt that it would be different now that it's gone. and it actually is. but not the way she thought it would be. it's totally the oppose of it.
it used to be body&soul. now it's just good friends.
she can't take it. although she acts like a strong and cool girl, she's nothing but a scared idiot who had been exposed to real pain and now can't get through a week withou breaking down, fighting and crying out. and that's because she's just too scared to think.
she's hurt since that day. and it just got worse.