sudden death

It's probably just my mind playing tricks but lately I've been feeling sick. A rare disease that causes sudden death. I feel some strange headeaches, can't feel some parts of my foot and, gosh, today it feels like something have smashed my lungs.
If I actually die one of these days, it would be sad that I was never in Europe. And of course there's a lot of other things I'd like to do before I die. Having kids, watch them grow and those things everybody wants. But Europe, specially.

Though, besides Europe, I would have had a pretty complete life. With the family and friends I have, it would be hard to complaint to God. I've been happy my whole life. I am happy now. So if I die, it's okay. And thank you all.